every person is a fold that has multiplied a million times over. sometimes change is not only from within but from without...coming from all directions. PEOPLE. the best, the worst, the strongest, the weakest, most virtuous, most vicious. loving. hating. agreeing and disagreeing. swamping and fusing gradually against one another, without ever becoming a solid whole. the weakest like precious metals, melt and disappear first while the strongest, like gold become only slightly tainted from the heat. each of us fall according to our own kind of weight and gravitate towards where we feel like we belong best. then again we might alter ourselves and sort to where we may again fit better.

sometimes it feels like a ball of restlessness, exploding wildly along and crumbling what has elevated. there is a constant shift and re-shift in life and change and even after all this is said and done, nothing is ever certain.

i've acknowledged that i may just be a fragment of one of earth's revolving wheels & the questions and answers are indefinite.

i wish i can step out of my body and see things differently. I feel like sometimes I'm a traveler in my own body.